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I thought I was ok

I thought I was ok

I thought I could handle this

I thought I was past it

I can see I'm not...

I can see you're not



Every word

Every breath that calls my name

Every whispered word you spoke

Reminds me every day



I wanted you

When you tossed me away

I trusted you

When all you said were lies



You broke my heart

And then you ran away

Like shattered glass

Come crawling back again



I thought I could deal with it

I thought I was trying

I thought I was over it

I think I am denying



I love you more than dearly

But you know this fact

You broke my heart twice

And lost my trust with that



Touch me

Kiss me

Every little sound

Sends me into Hell

You slaughtered my trust

Along with your vow

Watch the hands

Watch the clock

Time’s old sands

They will not stop



Another day

One more hour

Forced to stay

In a freezing shower



Close your eyes

I don’t want

To hear the lies

With which you taunt



How did I

Not see this

Say goodbye

To my fist



The blow is struck

You bleed away

Your soul is stuck

Within the shame



How can I clean

Away the filth and dirt

Through which I’ve been

Dragged by my shirt



This ends now

I refuse to suffer

Anymore for how

I was not tougher



I should’ve taken

The bull by the horns

But the cow making

The rules was of thorns



The beast is slain

The battle was won

No longer in pain

Now…we are done

Song



Blood stops pumping

When you’re around

Hearts stop beating

No more sound



You take lives

With your cold hand

Death whispers near

Like snow on sand



Creatures flee from

Your dark shadow

Rivers freeze silent

Seas pause their flow



Strike a line in the dirt

For souls that must cross

As bodies decay

Brooding their loss



Bones to dust

Flesh to rot

Nothing remains

In that forsaken plot



Drag the souls

Of countless men

Into the fire

Of Hell’s eternal pen

Song



Pierced heart

Bleeding lips

Dead skin

Eyes eclipsed



A shadow

The dark

Alone

A park



Cold as ice

Hard as stone

No more movement

No going home



Left to die

A blade wedged in

Seconds to hours

In a garbage bin



Rats and mice

Turn cloth to thread

Alley cats

Watch their tread



Another life

Another soul

Wait in hell

To be made whole

Song



Bare your soul to me

I promise not to harm

Bare your heart to me

I swear I will be true



These words mean nothing

Not worth the air you breathe

Say the words a thousand times

Never will I believe



Hate you

No

I feel nothing for you

The heart is closed

It no longer takes you

Seriously



A whisper

A touch

No more

You have nothing



Like rain on stone

Your words corrode

My heart, my love

No longer bestowed



Leave me now

I care not for your crawling

I despise this animal

This pretender, fallen



Go, be gone

I need you not

I have my love

And a heart renewed

Your acid words are past

Goodbye…

Song



I left you with crimson tears

A combination of all my fears

Left this earth, brought me here



A happy night of supposed joy

I found ot I was just a toy

This whole act a simple ploy



I struggled with those thoughts

Every night and day I fought

In the end only hate it brought



So on that day, my one last time

I got this blade and took my life

Made an end for the hateful strife



To close my eyes and no more see

You never cared a bit for me

Yet now I have you on one knee



I loved you enough to sacrifice

My future with this roll of dice

And now I live below the ice



Bow to me, drop your head

You're the reason I am dead

Laying in my frozen bed

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LordWolf
16:32 Jun 24 2009

well done...i can hear it in my mind. good beat.

~W~

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A song



Crimson drops on a cold stone floor

Blank dead eyes watching the door

A life now lost in the ever grey skies

One less life to deal with the lies



Never cared

Never daring to share

This love is gone...



Shot down in cold blood

Face first into the mud

One more time cover the lies

Buried deeply under the ice



Call to the angels

Keep me from danger

Take me away...



Hold me close like you never did

Keeping emotions forever hid

Follow now, come with me

Forever lost we both shall be



No more breathing

Blind, unseeing

Sounds fall upon deaf ears

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DeadHeir
10:25 Jun 20 2009

you are an EXTREMELY talented writer...

you impress me more and more, each time

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sippa
12:18 Jun 20 2009

i like it. i can feel your pain

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LordWolf
16:34 Jun 24 2009

you do possess a great deal of talent. you paint pictures with words, and im impressed.

~W~

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(Another song)



Oh my darling

Hear the sound of my heart

Beating its last

Tomorrow I’ll be gone



If you remember me

I will be with you

Forever in spirit

My love is in your soul



I live in your memory

No longer in pain

My love will last

Until you forget again



Oh my darling

In the night I will come

To watch over you

Just hear my calling



The nights will be dark

And the days go on long

But I live still in your heart

Although I am gone



The love we shared

For those few fleeting nights

Killed my soul

And scarred my heart



My love is strong

But my heart stayed weak

The only thing to save me

Had to be your love



You loved me but never enough

Not the same

Never the right kind

So now I am gone



Oh my darling

Remember me

Remember my love

Keep me alive

Am I getting any better at songs?



As the world keeps on turning

The flames are still burning

And you will be earning

The love from my heart…



You are the one that I love

You are the one that I dream of

You’ve stolen my heart

You are everything I need

To live...



Like a flame in the dark

You lead me to safety

A haven of love

A home for my dreaming

Dreaming of you…



You are…

The wolf in my nightmares

Who scares off the monsters

The horse I am riding

As fast as the wind

My red dragon guard-dog

Who slays all the black knights

The bright, hot phoenix

To turn the chill from my bones



You take me away

To your deep, dark castle

Hold me there by the chains in my heart…



They have bound me to you

For the rest of forever

I may not be your slave…

But you…are my master…



(You are the one that I love)

(You are the one that I dream of)

(You’ve stolen my heart)

(You are everything I need)

(You are the one that I love)

(You are the one that I dream of)

(You’ve stolen my heart)

(You are everything I need)

(You are my master…….)

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Slain
20:40 Jun 08 2009

Wow Kit... Very nice. Hmm hmm. I love the descriptions.

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snakecarmer
17:04 Jun 21 2009

i love it,it is very strong

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